
This flesh I carry
the rotting package
containing the fibers and tissues
the network of me
the pulsing rushing throbbing
innards of being
all of which I torture and punish
manipulate
expanding, pushing the very envelope of me
and then struggle to again reduce it
the machinations of keeping it up
perfecting it, whittling it, honing it
the straightening
of so much teeth, bone and hair
lengthening, sculpting
molding the ephemeral vessel
rendering the fat
keeping up the appearance
tip top
shipshape
as the intangible
the nebulous soul
wanders within
the shotgun shack of me